What matters most?

Memoirs to myself and thoughts at the turn of the year for
friends who are followers of Jesus

This year the BBC ran a series “The Truth about….”
The Truth about Fat, The Truth about Fitness etc. One of the episodes “The Truth about looking good” caught my attention. It ran surveys and scientific research regarding facial anti-wrinkle creams. Only one particular ingredient was actually scientifically proven on the programme to reduce wrinkles and it seemed to be found in one of the cheapest creams available on the market. Yet nearly all the women surveyed were unaware of this fact and were consistently drawn to the creams that looked convincing and clinical!

I recently changed my facial cream! And it made me again wonder….how often do we invest in the wrong thing? How very often are we deceived by the world around us or indeed our own learnt thoughts and behavior? How often are we shaped by the current culture in which we live, so that even as Christians our lives end up looking just like everybody else’s.

So I have taken a little time at the turn of the year to look, listen and reflect on some things that have recently come to my attention.

The things we do not see

On Boxing Day a good friend in our church contacted me to share the wonderful news that he had just heard that his father had recently turned to God after being most of his adult life away from faith. He’d had a personal encounter with God and was now starting to attend a local church.

I regularly hear stories like this, but this one caught my attention. Two months previously my friend introduced me to his father, and aware of his distance from God, I offered to pray for him to encounter the living God there and then. I remember him looking both confused and bemused but he politely agreed. He kept his eyes wide open, I guess to see what might happen, as three of us stretched out our hands towards him and prayed for God’s Spirit to touch Him. My friend who was present too, probably looked the most surprised of all of us! It was awkward but felt to me like the right thing to do. I was unaware at the time of any change at that moment or to come.

If you are a follower of God, in His goodness He will allow you to see glimpses of His glory, all of the time. But there is much we do not see at the time, as the scriptures say, “we only see in part” (1 Corinthians 13:10).

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And that is why faith and obedience are worked out in the unseen, not the visible, and the Kingdom of God grows extraordinarily like little seeds in the soil, not big fruit, through ordinary individuals in often awkward moments.

Meaningful connections

I worked out again this Christmas that my life is most meaningful when I am drawing myself and others closer to God. It’s actually quite simple. Next Christmas I will be reviewing how well or not I have done this in 2019.

To have meaningful connections with strangers or those close to me, I must make time and initiate some form of contact.

My marriage really matters. I’m aware how people around me long for this privilege and others live in broken ones. It matters to meaningfully invest in my marriage. My children are my first disciples, this unashamedly takes much of my time.

Like the story above, when I step out to make connections with strangers my palms sweat and my throat goes dry but as the speaker Joyce Mayer once wonderfully said “Lick your palms and get on with it” – a walk across the room can change the life of someone for eternity.

The dream of God over my life

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I noticed today whilst visiting my favourite café that a number of individuals sat writing New Year resolutions – visions for 2019.

I also observed some buying notebooks in the book store entitled “Dream” and “Imagine”.

Yes, it’s that time of year.

Surrounded by middle class mania, I am reminded to watch for self-centered goals.

I am not sure God is very bothered if I can run a little faster or consume slightly fewer calories. I’m not sure anyone will actually notice a few less wrinkles. While some of these goals may be personally helpful, God’s kingdom runs to a different beat and I am most self-fulfilled when I join in on His terms. Failure to realise this will leave me feeling dissatisfied and questioning the wrong metrix – I watch many contemporaries heading down this path.

I am reminded that God has a dream over my life. His dream was not that I would become a minister and help out the local church. Nor indeed was his dream that I would fulfill many personal goals.

As a friend Alan Scott writes so well in his recent book Scattered Servants, “The dream of God over your life is that you come alive in His presence and bring life to every environment around you spilling out contagious hope into a hurting humanity”.

It’s not about me

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My parents-in-law celebrated their 50th wedding anniversary with a ceremony last week. My husband wrote an address to honour God, their lives and marriage. Derek and Sally had led interesting lives; being missionaries in the Congo in Africa, leading a church in inner city London during the depression and rioting years; planting churches in the North East; leading a large church in New Zealand. But whether they had operated in large or hidden context their purpose remained always the same.

They had opened up their lives and home time and time again to others and in so doing had created an ecosystem through which others could thrive. Very broken people had lived with them; young people had lived with them; leaders had lived with them. Many had been fed around their table and been nourished because of their sacrifices and investment.

As we review our lives, it is both challenging and permission-giving to realise that my fruitfulness is not necessarily measured in my life. It might be better measured in the lives of others.

Waiting

Most of us hate waiting.

Many of us will be longing for and waiting for God to fulfill unanswered prayers and that can feel very raw at this time of year.

Many of us have learnt the wisdom of waiting on God.

But He may not be waiting. He may be doing something very wonderful. Hope is all around us. It has been all along and it manifests as we show up and engage with what God is doing, rather than what appears to be lacking.

As Christians we have to be careful we are not waiting for God to do something wonderful with the church and actually miss what He is doing in the world.

Life is for living, even in the midst of tragedy

At a Christmas drinks party last week I quizzed a friend and member of our congregation who had journeyed through some very traumatic circumstances over recent years about rebuilding life following trauma and death.

She had such purpose, life and joy about her and yet I know firsthand how very tough these years have been for her. I wondered what wisdom I could glean to help me pastor others in similar circumstances.

“Life is for living, Marjorie”, she said. “And so I set about rebuilding life and choosing to engage with life, every single day” She continued. “And at every moment you choose whether life or death is your focus”.

And right there I was reminded in no circumstance or point in time is it ever the Father’s heart for his children to merely survive.

Misplaced Faith

Tragically a distant friend and fellow minister lost her young husband recently. He died of cancer shortly before Christmas. His death, though tragic, has already led many people closer to Jesus.

I will always remember the words of his wife shared publicly in the early stages of his diagnosis:

“I do not know whether He will live or not. We are praying for a miracle. We know that Jesus can and may do this. But whether my husband lives or dies, Jesus remains king”.

You don’t often hear such a statement.

Her faith was not in the miracle.

The disciples caught in the storm cried out to God to intervene as they faced death. Afterwards they remarked to each other “Who is this man that even the wind and waves obey Him?”

They asked the right question. Our Faith is in the person of Jesus, not in life’s circumstances.

Life may leave us with many questions, but faith is to be a constant.

 What’s wrong?

Obituaries in the papers written to honour the life of our deceased friend left me with questions about my own life this Christmas.

While he no longer walks this earth, he leaves behind two established charities in inner city Dublin working to better the lives of young people in deprived areas.

That’s a legacy.

It seemed to me that in one point in his life, on one ordinary day, my friend had paused and said to himself “this is wrong”. He had simply bumped into an injustice and realized that injustice really matters to our heavenly Father and that He chooses to partner with us to change communities. And then he must have had enough self-belief to bother to do something about it.

I know that involved him first rolling up his sleeves and getting his hands dirty. There’s no glory story without that part.

What’s wrong in the world around me?

What’s wrong with me that I wouldn’t bother to do anything about it?

What’s ok for me and what’s not ok

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At the turn of the year I am dissatisfied. I want to be part of more stories like the one I began with. I want to see more people come to faith. I want to see more churches planted, I long to see a greater level of transformation around me. I want to experience more of His presence myself.

There is an opportunity for my frustration and His invitation to collide.

It’s ok for me to want more.

It’s not ok for me to settle for less.

Every man and woman in history who were used powerfully by God lived with a deep dissatisfaction and pursued Him relentlessly.

I can identify with John Govan when he wrote in his autobiography ‘Spirit of Revival’:

“I had some power in speaking but clearly not what the disciples had, I determined to pray until I had breakthrough. I am not at all satisfied yet with what I know about this gift of the holy ghost, I want a far deeper experience and to see signs following.”

The responsibility for this lies with me by the Spirit’s empowerment. In the everyday and in whatever circumstances and contexts open up for me this year.

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Hunger not Slumber

The call to Prayer.

There are things that won’t happen until we pray; and there are other things that don’t happen because we pray.

Just before Christmas 2017 in Sheffield, the Police and intelligence services averted terrorist activity that might have resulted in huge loss of life. On hearing the news I was immediately reminded that at the recent prayer day at our church some weeks before, a number of people had felt to pray for a protection over our city and for revelation and understanding for the intelligence services; that any plan set against the city would come to light.

As the people of God we have a responsibility in our city. We may not all get up in the morning and wear smart suits and operate from human positions of power; but in reality in the spiritual realm we all have the ability to walk in significant levels of power and authority.

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Prayer is an engine room, not an add-on

This last weekend a friend of ours Aaron visited and spoke to our church. Formerly a drug dealer and part of a criminal gang, Aaron has had a dramatic conversion and is since leading many men with a similar background to faith in Jesus Christ. Being around Aaron is fun. The church he now leads is in revival. It’s simple – there is a level of kingdom power and authority in Aaron’s life.

Interestingly, Aaron and the men around him pray. They seem to pray all the time. Aaron really challenged our Deeper ministry school “You have to get it guys: Prayer is the engine room of your mission, don’t engage in a whole load of activity for God if it is not from the place of prayer.”

It was interesting chatting with Aaron because in his former life he had learnt to fight to get anywhere, and to defend himself using fists and weapons. He had a battle mentality and a gang member commitment. Today his battles are fought in the spiritual realm and Christ’s body the church is the gang he’d give his life for.

The battle you and I find ourselves in the middle of is very real; but commitment to the cause may be being challenged.

Hunger not Slumber 

“I am awakening a Praying People” – Holy Spirit spoke to me in the middle of the night this week and as I look around me I see this call to prayer in others’ lives becoming real and tangible. This is very exciting.

We are all a “hungry” people – appetite is in our DNA since birth. The question is: what feeds us?

It is not a question of who is spiritually hungry and who is not. Spiritual hunger is a choice; it doesn’t just “happen” – sometimes it grows like a gift but if it is to be sustained over time it must be cultivated. We are all a “hungry” people – appetite is in our DNA since birth. The question is: what feeds us? Through the age-old holy habits such as solitude, scripture, fasting – our spiritual hunger grows. We learn to wake up and channel our hunger for God.

This is huge for us because most disciples don’t want to be spiritually “asleep”. But many have become dulled by the huge amount of distraction in our lives. Busyness is the greatest enemy to your spiritual life.

The good news is that hunger can be infectious – in fact it often is! Hang out with those on-fire for God and you will find it difficult to remain unchanged.

Waking up and getting specific

“What would you like me to do for you?” Jesus asked blind Bartimaus; the man answered and God responded. (Mark 10:46-52)

He would say the same to you today. There is something about getting specific and articulating our prayers out loud. How can you pray for your spouse, your child, your colleague, your neighbour, your city today?

How can you pray for the church? Heaven has a beautiful plan for our church – it is unfolding all the time. It far exceeds our expectations. No-one could have strategised for some of the things we have witnessed. But prayer and seeing God’s ways become reality is a partnership, and there is a call to faithfulness – will you play your part?

Do we pray to God?

You would presume so, but maybe not. The scripture tells us that Jesus Christ ever lives to make intercession for us. It also tells us Holy Spirit groans in prayer for us.

WOW! That revelation should WAKE US UP!

Two members of the Godhead pray for YOU all the time. So maybe we need to put down the idea of coming before God with a list of what we think or would like Him to do for us, and instead join in with our part in the prayers prayed through the Trinity.

Learning to pray with God rather than to God changes everything.

We are learning to pray from Him, in Him, through Him, to Him.

Worship really helps us to pray like this.

In 1 Thessalonians 5:6 we read: “So be on your guard, not asleep like the others. Stay alert and be clear headed.”

“Always be joyful. Never stop praying. Be thankful in all circumstances, for this is God’s will for you who belong to Christ Jesus” v16-18

So basically a prayer life is a worship sandwich. We praise, we pray, we give thanks.

And through this we learn to listen and to partner in prayer.
This is a time for hunger, not slumber.

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Are you a Happy Soul?

“The first great and primary business to which I ought to attend every day is to have my soul happy in the Lord” George Müller 

One of the things I love to do in holiday seasons is to visit the stories of familiar and unfamiliar heroes of the faith to be inspired by their lives and stories and learn from the habits which led them to leading such lives of significance. This summer I read a biography of George Müller, a hugely significant pastor in the 1800’s in Bristol. In addition to seeing many people come to faith in Jesus Christ, Müller established several schools and ran orphanages for several thousand children never asking for donations, yet they received today’s equivalent of millions of pounds. He always insisted on the fact that he didn’t have a particular gift of faith but rather he learnt to experience the grace of God.

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Muller also had a beard any hipster would be proud of

Before reading this biography I had heard someone tell the story of the day that Müller was told that the bread and milk in all the orphanages had completely run out and that they were in trouble. His first response was to say to his team “Let’s see what miracle will happen now, this is a great opportunity to see our Father at work”.  By something like 9.30am, half an hour later, the local milkman had felt the need to drop by and offer the orphanage container loads of milk and 10 minutes later there was a knock at the door and it was the local baker. It is an astounding story of provision but what caught my attention was Müller’s immediate faith response.

I think if we’re honest our first response to a crisis isn’t like this. After some anxious thoughts and words and a bit of worry and strategising, we then realise there might be no other way but God’s way.

Cultivating a thankful life –
Is your glass half-full, or half-empty?

It was interesting to me to then read this man’s biography and to discover what lay behind such a faith mindset – the discipline of thankfulness. Every day as Müller got up he looked in the mirror and began thanking God for all His blessings. He deliberately called to mind and listed out loud different things that he was thankful for each day. It would appear he became not only thankful but joyful and full of faith.

He writes:

 “According to my judgement the most important point to be attended to is this: above all things see to it that your souls are happy in the Lord. Other things may press upon you, the Lord’s work may even have urgent claims upon your attention, but I deliberately repeat, it is of supreme and paramount importance that you should seek above all things to have your souls truly happy in God Himself! Day by day seek to make this the most important business of your life. This has been my firm and settled condition for the last five and thirty years.
For the first four years after my conversion I knew not its vast importance, but now after much experience I specially commend this point to the notice of my younger brethren and sisters in Christ: the secret of all true effectual service is joy in God, having experimental acquaintance and fellowship with God Himself.”

Two years ago I personally experienced some difficult unforeseen circumstances when I lost my job and my sense of purpose overnight. I remember the first morning I got up and looked in the mirror after hearing the news (with some sad thoughts in my head). I felt compelled to start giving thanks out loud for everything good in my life. It was food to my soul and soon my glass seemed half-full rather than half-empty. Some months later I had experienced more joy than ever before in my life.

The Hebrew people of the Old Testament believed in a God who was consistent, good, merciful and for that they gave thanks. By contrast, the other gods of the day were temperamental, vengeful, inconsistent and unforgiving. The children of Israel were different as a people, they had a relationship with their God. The New Testament church had such a revelation of God’s grace and the joy of Jesus they overflowed in thankfulness:

“Be thankful in all circumstances, for this is God’s will for you who belong to Christ Jesus”. 1 Thessalonians 5:18

14-like-symbol-on-facebook-free-cliparts-that-you-can-download-to-you-0wvbv9-clipartAs Christians we are heirs with Christ which means we get to share in both the glory and the grit and the suffering (Romans 8). We are called to surrender our lives, listen and obey, go to the cross, take up our cross but very importantly to Enjoy God and be Full of Joy! Interestingly, I have heard that the church in China today, which is so fruitful and expansive, talks about joy and thankfulness being the energy of the Holy Spirit!

In my family we are learning about laughing together and enjoying life as we spend time together (amidst a good few arguments too!). As a church we are learning about having a lot of fun, so it’s not all too serious or we take ourselves too seriously. Over Christmas I noticed that for both the church and the family this is very important. But the gateway to this (so it’s not false or just frivolous) is always thankfulness. A life that begins the day with a thankful heart.

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As a mum, a wife and a leader I took time this last week to review the year gone by through the lens of thankfulness, speaking it out loud! I’m currently reviewing the present and the future and choosing to do the same. May I encourage you to begin this year seeing your glass as half-full, at the very least!

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Every person, every day, everywhere

Jesus taught his disciples that the presence of the Spirit of God was critical to all they were to accomplish.

Of course God is omnipresent – He exists everywhere – but I have also learnt that He loves to turn up somewhere. And we would love that to be in our homes and in our local church and through our daily lives.

Jesus modeled how to spend time with His Father God, how to pursue intimacy –get up early in the morning, withdraw from the crowd, go into the wilderness, look to heaven when in need of a miracle. He taught them how to recognise God’s presence by His Spirit. And he taught them that there was no power outside of this relationship: “..the Son of man can do nothing by himself” (John 5:19).

Nick and I have always loved the story found in the bible in John chapter 4 where Jesus meets a woman at a well whose life (below the surface) is in a bit of a mess. He has supernatural insight into the details of her life and points her towards a Father in Heaven who loves her. That encounter leads this same woman to go out and bring transformation “to her whole village”.  “Come and meet the man who told me everything I ever did”.

When God shows up everything changes.

People encounter God easily where there is a tangible sense that God is simply there. I have witnessed this time and time again. And an encounter with God in someone’s life brings a revelation of who God is and when they see God in His supreme goodness they are drawn to turn to him.

When God shows up, everything changes.

When you engage with God’s living presence, people will be drawn to you and you will be drawn to people.

Our God is missional. He does the reaching, the pursuing, the sending, the encountering through us. I often hear Christians pray something that sounds like “Father we want to touch your heart”, “Show us your glory…” And He probably replies “People are my heart. You will find me amongst the people.”

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If we really engage with God’s presence – the upward and inward journey – it will inevitably turn us outward. It’s impossible for it not to, because God is missional.

It’s not an “inner” world journey,
it’s a  “wide world” one.

God does not want us to produce introspective disciples.

He isn’t just reordering our private world, or indeed only giving us an ‘encounter’ with his Spirit. He is interested in shaping us to transform societies, change cities, create shifts in culture. It’s not an “inner” world journey, it’s a  “wide world” one.  His heart is never for us to be mystics divorced from reality.

Engage with Him and others will find Him through you. It’s inevitable.

It’s impossible to have intimacy with God without impact. Intimacy with God will lead you to be involved with other people.

Every person, every day, everywhere.

And do you know what? It’s not very difficult! Sometimes we’ll get that nudge, and He will make clear to us that we’re to be intentional with the impact we’re to have. At other times we will be beautifully unaware of the impact we are having simply by being “someone who has been with Jesus” (Acts 4:13). Followers of Jesus who spend time with Him carry a presence and power that has the potential to change atmospheres and lives.

This year I’ve kept a diary, recording how people we have been drawn to God and His presence. Here’s a snapshot:

March 2016 “I turned around and a Sikh man in a turban was worshiping behind me in The Well service tonight. It took me a moment to clock that this was unusual. At the end of the service he came and found us, took our hands and exclaimed “I have been to heaven”, he repeated this several times. And then he told us his story.

He lived outside of the city in Doncaster and he began noticing that his Turkish next door neighbour (formerly a muslim) was really changing and becoming very happy. When he asked her why, she told him that you could come to this place in Sheffield called The Well and meet God! So he determined to come and find the place. But as he set off down the motorway he realised he had left his sat-nav behind and had no way of finding the place, so he decided to drive into the city centre and just ask someone. Here’s the best bit of the story – he spotted a young man, drove up beside him (this was on Abbeydale Road, quite some distance from us) and asked him if he had ever heard of a church called ‘The Well’? The young German guy he asked was actually on his way there for the Sunday night service! He’s been attending for the last few months. So he hopped into the car and directed our Sikh friend. We told this man how this sense of heaven was actually a person and his name was Jesus. He was grateful to receive prayer to encounter Jesus and a Bible to get to know Jesus better.

The next week I turned around and was surprised to see our new friend alongside a whole row of Sikhs in the service! And so I went to meet our new friend’s family but this is what they said: “We don’t know each other, we have just met, we just happen to be Sikh as well!”. I hoped I hadn’t been rude but inside my head I was thinking “God you are having a laugh!”
The newest couple told me their story: “We were on the way to the Sikh temple and the road was blocked off because of a half-marathon, so we decided let’s just go to this temple instead. It’s clear that God is here. Then we heard the people telling these stories about Jesus, we have never heard anything like this before.” So we gave them all bibles and I did laugh to myself  – a row of ‘seeking Sikhs’ – all supernaturally drawn to the presence of Jesus!”


February 2016: Revival in the local Gym!

“It’s Friday and we’re back in the gym again. It’s really exciting what’s happening with our friend Nick who we first got to know in the gym. He was one of those characters everyone is drawn to and everyone loves. One day as we drove out of the car park we said to each other “Wouldn’t it be super to have him planting the church, he would be a ‘gatekeeper’ to open the door so many others.” At that time we didn’t know that he had once been part of church life years ago, and now he’s become one of the many de-churched people we have seen turn back to God this year. He was in church the next week (to our surprise invited by his partner) and began helping us with the music and sound systems. But as time went on Nick began to really encounter God, sometimes crying, and he began to really change. Looking back now, he now says he had never really personally encountered God before.

When I walked into the gym café today a circle of men were sitting around Nick, he was chatting to them and there was a Bible on the table. Nick introduced me to some of the men, and one of them told me how he has been coming to our services and sitting in our café listening. He says it brings him peace. The rest of the men haven’t been yet but something was happening right there in the gym. I’m struck by how complex some of their life stories are and I’m reminded how simple God and His love is. I’m then suddenly reminded that I had a dream about being in a conversation with one of these individuals one night – how strange. God must be after him.

A team of us are planning a trip to the Calais jungle and the other men are interested in this, so we have lots to chat about (Some are really against the idea!).

Our friends from the Vineyard church in Ireland told us in the first year of church planting you will spend a lot of time with unchurched people and a lot of time drinking coffee – it was good advice.

I went upstairs to my gym class and I see Helen my friend and one of our team standing praying for a woman in the middle of the aerobics class! I think I was a bit shocked but the woman seems very grateful. The instructor she prayed for last week then tells us her leg is better and she has been healed! We invite her to church.”

 

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The presence and power of God in the local church

The New Testament church was devoted to prayer. They learnt to welcome, recognise and wait on the tangible presence of God. Page after page tells the story of signs, wonders and miracles. The New Testament church seemed to preach a simple gospel with a clear demonstration of power. Simple church.

The challenge for the western church is that with so many different movements and ideologies and emphasis there is often a complicated gospel with little power.

As we considered birthing a new church last year we sat and thought about how we would love it to be incredibly loving and for that to happen our people would need to know that they are loved. Loved people love people. And we dreamed about how we might love to engage with the existing communities of our city and for our approach as a church to be servant-hearted.
But deep down we knew the only thing that would really mark us as different to any other community, from a pub to a club, would be the presence of God. And so we were clear we wanted the local church and the lives of our people to be known for the presence and power of God. The presence of God would define us.

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The early church flourished against all odds because they simply followed the instructions Jesus had given them: Preach the gospel, heal the sick, drive out demons, Love God, love one another etc. They had a huge impact on the world around them and we would be foolish to try to impact the world around us by other means.

A powerless gospel isn’t good news to anyone.

What does it look like to actively pursue the presence of God? I learnt a lesson about this 10 years previously, when leading another church. At that time the church was really growing and lots of good stuff was happening but deep down we began to long for something more for the people being drawn to the church. It was the tangible power of the gospel that we were seeking.
In other words, are people’s lives really changing and are they experiencing freedom and breakthrough?

A powerless gospel isn’t good news to anyone. So if the local church is not a power agent for the community around it –people are being short changed.

Nick and I are the kind of people who’ll always run off at 100 miles an hour, doing lots of stuff. But in that season God invited us to clear our diaries once a week (really clear them) and lie on the floor learning to wait on God. It was basically learning to enjoy God with no agenda, worship, rest in God, receive His love. It was a bit of shock to begin with, and our minds would wander all over the place!

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We set up weekly corporate gatherings where there was no plan, no ‘running order’, no worship set. The only plan was to turn up and wait on God and see what happened. Often most people would end up lying on the floor, half as an act of surrender, half as in a posture to receive God’s affirmation and smile.

It was a pleasant surprise at the time – I guess I’ve learnt the connection now – that this waiting season was followed by a kingdom outbreak season, of seeing many people physically healed and a whole load of people saved and journey on to be disciples. The presence of God was falling and moving us. It was so strong that on a number of occasions people passed by the outside of our church building and suddenly felt compelled to come in, resulting in them becoming Christians.

Many people are spiritually hungry all around us and more spiritually aware than we actually realise.

We saw the power of God at work as we prayed for people out on the streets. And our next door neighbour turned up at our front door one night out of the blue and asked to experience or have “the spiritual sense that is coming from your house”! Much to our surprise this unchurched lady turned up at our church the next week and surrendered her life to Jesus, kneeling at the foot of the cross, and was baptised the following Sunday. It was beautiful.

Many people are spiritually hungry all around us and more spiritually aware than we actually realise. You will be meeting people all the time who are eager to experience a power beyond themselves. They need to be introduced to the person of Jesus. We need to expect that to be a real, radical, powerful encounter.

This year I’ve kept a diary, recording how people we have been drawn to God and His presence. Here’s a snapshot:

Saturday November 21st 2015 “This thing about just being drawn in seems to be increasing, it’s really odd. A middle aged nice couple came in today to the cafe and asked for a drink of water and the husband grabbed hold of my arm and said “What is going on?” I said “Excuse me..” and he interrupted and said “this place is a magnet”. “My wife and I were out shopping, we are from Birmingham and we came to visit our student daughter and we kept passing by and feeling drawn to the place. He kept shaking his head in disbelief continuing ”We passed to the left of the building and to the right. And we said to ourselves this is very strange, we have to go in. But we had no reason to come in and so we walked back up the hill to our car as the parking ticket was running out. But when we got to the car my wife said “buy another ticket, we have to go back!” – “What is going on?” the man continued, the place is a magnet, can you explain?”.

I can’t remember what I said about the presence of God but I asked the couple if we could bless them (we have now learnt to pray a simple prayer of blessing over lots of people who don’t know why they are there –it’s quite helpful because we are often in shock too!) and within 5 minutes the couple were standing up at the altar (they said they wanted to go there!) with some of our team prophesying over them – they seemed genuinely very blessed!. They asked if they could stay with us a while longer. When they were leaving they told me that they used to go to church but that they hadn’t been for over 20 years but that they would now go and look for a church community in Birmingham. Bless them!”

Here’s one more:

Sunday September 26th 2015 “I met another very well dressed young man at the café hatch, he also thought it was a bar and was trying to get a drink (in the end he got a different kind!). He had already been having a drink in the pub next door and come outside and met some of our street team.  From day one we have always tried to have people out on the streets in branded t-shirts and often more exciting stories are happening outside the church than inside (I have to try and not get distracted watching it all through the glass as I preach!). He said he thought it was a club because of the house music (fair enough!), but he too also began asking questions about what was in the air.

We asked him if he would like to join us for the worship service and he agreed. The funny thing was he sat up beside Nick in the front row and joined in everything passionately (I guess he had no framework for church!) Some of the team thought he was a visiting church leader but our new friend had never been to church before! I think these people may knock the churchyness out of us!”

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“They had been out shopping on Ecclesall Road and felt drawn into the building “as if a magnet was drawing them” they reported.”

“A local student prayed to become a Christian last Saturday, her housemate was in church on Sunday.”

Many of you have asked us to share some of the stories of what is happening at The Well, so here goes…Firstly, thank you to all of you who made a way to #OpenTheWell – those who have journeyed with us as the starting team, those who have jumped in since and are part of the family, those who have prayed for us across the world – others of you who have supported us and cheered us on – you are all part of the adventure and we are very humbled to see God at work.

Well, what a start we’ve had since we opened our doors with a community party and hog roast on 20th September!  While we are known to be people of faith, the journey has far exceeded our expectations in many different ways. 11 weeks on, we’ve more than doubled in size from our launch team numbers and we’re in the process of allowing God to mould us into a new community of faith with a base on Ecclesall Road, but a heart and vision for Sheffield and beyond. We feel very dependent upon God.

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One of the words we’ve heard most often in the past few months is “excited”. Often people are honest enough to say it also feels like ‘stepping out of the boat’ with Jesus. It’s a privilege for us all to be part of a new thing that God has birthed. This is a season to be full of vision, dreaming and expectation, and to take deliberate steps towards the kind of community we can become. Our vision is the kingdom and the lost, and our values are important at this early stage (read them here). Already as we’ve prioritised His presence by our worship, God has been powerfully and beautifully present in our morning and evening gatherings. It’s also such good fun to share lots of food and hang-out time with many, and to have served 100s of cups of good coffee in the cafe (we have definitely both eaten too much cake recently!)

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Changed lives

We are so proud of how the launch team, and many who’ve joined The Well since September, have given so much of their energies, time, finances, commitment to welcoming so many new faces in the past 2 months. It really feels like a new extended-family is growing among us.
At every Sunday gathering, every week and indeed throughout the week, we welcome folk of all ages who have never been to church, and many returning ‘prodigals’ (both young and old) who’ve been put-off/away from church for many years. All are having fresh encounters with God. We have also been greatly blessed by the number of gifted leaders who have joined us from all across the city, because right now, it’s a case of all hands on deck.

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There are wonderful and varied stories as to how the Lord is drawing people to Him and to us at this time. One couple came through the doors of the church last month, not having been inside a church for over 15 years. They had been out Saturday-shopping and said they felt drawn into the building “as if a magnet was drawing them.” They passed to the left and right of the building several times before they could no longer deny the sense of urgency to come in! What a privilege to pray for them to then encounter God right at the front of the church. We have had many similar stories over recent weeks and are amazed at how God’s Spirit is moving.

What’s going on?

Many people have asked us to comment on how and why this is happening. It’s clear that the building is a place of God’s presence (and we very much honour the Methodist heritage in this), and that the worship of our people at this point in time has activated something and increased that sense of God. Please pray for us that we can continue to worship, to steward and to lead well.

“What’s different about this place?”

Young adults frequently end up in our midst drawn by the contemporary feel and signage – on one night a young man had been drinking in the pub next door with his friends, came in for coffee and cake and ended up on the front row of church for the entire service! Some have come through social media, several of whom did not realise we are a church (they entered thinking it was a bar/club but stayed because of the welcome and the sense of the presence of God). Others are drawn initially by the supernatural sense of God but continue to return because of the sense of family.
On our launch night one man came through the door at the end of the night (not aware that it was a church service) and asked “what’s different about this place?” He’s returned every week and is currently on the Alpha course.  We praise God for the level of transformation we see in his life already.

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Others are being drawn through networks of friends – one of our friends from our gym started coming in September and has radically encountered God – his friend from the gym then joined us this Sunday – having seen such a transformation in his friend’s life. We are praying that more of our personal friends will turn to God at this time.

A student who lives opposite the church prayed to become a Christian on Saturday – on Sunday her housemate was in church beside her. We love the fact that the local students recently commented on Twitter how the church over the road has a party every Sunday night – such is the sense of life and fun! It would be good for that to continue.twitter students

We also love the fact that even at our vision and values night last week there were one or two young people who have not yet become Christians, but they want to be in the middle of what God is doing – that was a first for us!

In essence, having led churches for many years we would simply say that this is a very particular time for us, a harvest time, and it feels like things are in acceleration and we are chasing after God. We are amazed at Who He is and all that He does!

So what’s next and what can you pray for?

  • Christmas outreach, the weekend of 12/13th December, many of us will be taking to Ecclesall Road with the good news of Christmas. We are partnering with the local Sharrowvale Christmas market so look out for us there if you are around Sheffield
  • Our discipleship courses for new Christians beginning in January
  • In the new year we will be birthing communities across the city, please pray for this process and for our leadership training
  • Finally for our plans brewing to open a supernatural café, where people can come to encounter God, receive healing, hope, direction etc and to develop our work with the poor and vulnerable of this city and overseas

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Our update – all is well

By way of update on our news, this post is a copy of an interview we’ve just done:


Yorkshire Baptist Association

In June 2015 Revd. Nick and Marjorie Allan sat down with Revd. Graham Ensor, Regional Minister of the Yorkshire Baptist Association (YBA), to talk about the church they are planting in central Sheffield.  Here’s what they said:


Graham E: “So tell us, what is The Well?

The Well, SheffieldNick: The Well is a new plant into the student/young adult heartland of the city of Sheffield, on one of our busiest streets. The core team began as a spiritual extended-family with a clear mission to the city, a mix of several families with young kids and some young adults/professionals. We’ve journeyed closely together over the past few years through life’s ups and downs, and we felt that journey was to continue. Since then, a few others have sensed God’s call to join in, so now we’re a mixed bunch of all-ages and backgrounds, ready for whatever is next.
We’re at www.wellsheffield.com

Marjorie: “What we all probably have in common is a passion for Jesus, His presence and purposes and a passion for our city. Yes, I think it is fair to say that we all dream for Sheffield, and our prayer is that through the Lord our dreams would shape a city. People are probably aware that in April 2015 we stepped out of leading St Thomas’ Philadelphia, after almost a decade on senior team of its umbrella Network Church Sheffield. Yet, throughout this whole process we’ve both carried a strong sense that our time in this city is not up yet, the next chapter is yet to develop…

Nick: So for Marjorie and me our mindset is not so much that we are ministers planting a church but rather we are missionaries loving a people and a place, and leading others to do the same. In fact, our vision is not just to plant a local church but to plant a church that would train others to plant more churches in due course.

GE: So The Well is a Baptist plant?

Nick: Yes!  I don’t think Marjorie and I would have been ready to embark on this journey before now, though some of our younger friends have planted over the years. I think only now have we reached a point in our lives and leadership, that we have developed our own values and sense of direction and a desire to live out particular passions. I think this might be best summed up as a journey exploring “what does it look like to build communities where the missional life and the supernatural life really come together?” The power and presence of God channelled out to neighbours and our world around us.

As a Baptist minister it’s been really important to me to go on this journey in mutual accountability of weighing a call from our own Christian friends and others to plant a new community – and I’m so grateful for the grace and welcoming support the YBA and yourselves [Graham and Mary] as Baptist Regional Ministers have extended to us.

GE:  “Tell us about the provision of the incredible building on Ecclesall Road?”

Marjorie: Yes, Ecclesall Road is such a focal point in Sheffield that when a respected Methodist church sadly closed its congregation after 111 years, we felt it was a God-given opportunity to keep His life and good news alive in the premises and area. So after a mutual discernment process which included the YBA, the Methodists and ourselves, we were invited to plant a new church into the Horizon church building. We were super excited when we got that telephone call – and we’re very aware of the wonderful missionary heritage of this place.Horizon building, Ecclesall Rd

We find it interesting that the congregation that had been here for 111 years, serving faithfully, came to an end in April of this year, the month that we stepped out of our context and became available to begin something new.

But while we’re very aware of the significance and opportunities that come with this site, our heart remains for the city as a whole. 10 years ago we moved into our home in Nether Edge and named it “Hope House.” Over this decade, community has formed around this home, there have been many parties celebrated in the garden, meals around the table, powerful times of prayer in the front room, tragedies comforted, sick bodies made well. We would love to see many communities and similar ‘Houses of Hope’ around this city. Homes where disciples are made.

GE: So why have you named the church The Well?

Marjorie: Because over the past few months we’ve heard the Lord say in various ways, and through various people, that in this new season we are to “dig new wells” – welcoming the Holy Spirit to move in the city – and “open up old wells of the past”. It is fascinating that a local river actually runs through the church garden – right in the centre of the city.

When I walk into the main boOldWelldy of this church I often cry these days – there is already such a sense of the presence of God here. As we have done our homework we’ve discovered that this building was once a place of significant physical healing. I love the story in John 4 where the woman at the well encounters Jesus, His incredible love and prophetic power, it transforms her life and she in turn transforms a whole community.

GE: This sounds very exciting – When and how will you begin, what will it look like?

Nick: Well, our journey has already begun with core team in worship, prayer and painting! Without a doubt worship, prayer and engaging with the presence of God is the starting point. We open our doors on September 20th and will probably begin with an open-party celebrating with the neighbourhood.

We’re clear that this is a missionary journey reaching the unchurched. The young adults of this city and students (around 60,000) are a huge unreached people group for the gospel, so we’re passionate to have a part to play alongside the other churches in reaching them. As it happens, the first friends we have made here are actually two men with alcohol addiction who bring their friends and sit on the steps – there’s a lot of hidden poverty and loneliness to city life.

If we’re to be true to ourselves we will have a particular focus on the young and the poor and bringing the two together. But Ecclesall Road is not just student town, it is also the natural place of belonging for the business folk of the city and it is probably not by chance that I embark on this journey with some of my close friends who are themselves city people, who long to see a city transformed.  As we listen to the Lord, no doubt he will guide our steps in where/who to engage with.

Marjorie: I think we will be begin with dreaming! Wide awake dreaming, empowering people to dream again for their lives and for this city. Whenever you begin something new it can seem messy, and I’ve no doubt we will surely make mistakes, but it’s an adventure and, yes, we are excited!

GE: You mention the young adults of this city – how do you intend to go about reaching them?

Nick: Well, Jesus came to “seek and save that which was lost” and we are aware that whenever Jesus spoke to people, He used the language and culture they understood. Our experience has been that today’s generation longs for genuine relationship. They are drawn to family and equally to a tangible experience of the power and presence of God. They’re also the best ones to reach their friends, one by one. So, real relationships with God and others would be a good starting point. The next challenge is to see a generation learn to shape their lives by scripture and we are equally passionate about this.

Marjorie: I imagine the church will have a contemporary feel going forward, that’s important. Much of our set-up costs are being invested in sofas, good PA equipment and coffee machines! But for me, being culturally relevant isn’t so much just becoming like the culture around us, but modelling what the culture longs to become.

GE: So what is your relationship with Network Church Sheffield (NCS) and St Thomas’?

Nick: We would like it to be a good one going forwards. We’re currently birthing something new, since we are no longer part of NCS – because of being made redundant along with some other staff team due to financial restrictions in February 2015. Yet we very much bless NCS and are very grateful for all that we have learnt over the last 10 years as senior staff.

While we were sad to leave that church, we leave behind many friends and great leaders who we believe will continue to fulfill the call of that church in the city, and we bless Peter and Anne Findley in their leadership.

In essence, we would love to partner with anyone for the kingdom of God in this city. These past few weeks we’ve actively spent time meeting some of the great local church leaders in the area, building relationships and communication – and that’s been really good. There is only one King and His name is Jesus!

GE: Can people give financial gifts of support in the start-up phase?

Yes, a few people have asked about how they might give financial gifts to The Well as it opens. We would be very grateful for any support as we’re starting from scratch as a group of friends.

Please contact finance@wellsheffield.com for more info.

GE: So who is welcome at The Well?

Nick (laughing): Someone willing to get stuck in – it will be all hands on deck!

Anyone is welcome. Jesus has already told us that we are to treat people according to their destiny, not their history. But this is not a church for those unhappy with other churches. We are not encouraging anyone to leave an existing church. While there are many churches in this city, there remains much kingdom work to be done. We are primarily a church for those who do not yet know God in Sheffield and we trust that the Father will send us the right people to join that missionary journey.

Marjorie: For us, the life of a disciple is about learning to listen to Jesus and doing exactly what we believe He says… sometimes that may be more than you have dared to dream, ask or imagine; sometimes it may involve laying down other dreams and navigating disappointment, becoming dependent on Him through weakness. But we serve an incredible God of love who longs for us to serve His cities and towns.



Graham closes:

“It’s been a real privilege to journey with Nick and Marjorie and the core team at The Well, seeing God open one door after another and pave the way for a new church plant on the Ecclesall Road in Sheffield. On occasions the journey has been challenging – but God’s grace has always proved more than sufficient for the challenges.

If truth be known they are only at the beginning of a journey not the end of it – so they need our prayer now more than ever, for as we all know, ‘unless the Lord builds a house, the builders labour in vain….’ So, let’s be excited by all that has happened to date, but let’s trust and pray for much more that is to come.

Please continue to pray for Nick and Marjorie and the core team; and if you feel inspired and feel God is calling you to church plant why not get in touch with the YBA team so we can tell you of the support and opportunities we provide for local churches.”

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Graham Ensor – Regional Minister, Yorkshire Baptist Association

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